Do You Still Like Me?

“Do You Still Like Me?”

---Aakash Rajput 

On having a call like as usual with the person which I had met by an accident you can say.We were a time to live for each other are now no more.

Yes we have have lots of misunderstanding but still we were with each other was more then 4 year and my friends started saying me we were made for each other and some named it as true love. And my inner soul always became happy and I truly admire that thing but as like any couple we had sometime against of each other but still anyhow we came together in the end while it also true every time when we’re against of each other I decide that I shall no more with that girl but still I lose against my heart because in the end I use to learn my mind that previous mistake was made by me.

Anyhow it was her Birthday but as We were not with each other but still at 9:38 I took my phone and text her, “Happy Birthday,May your all dream became true” I was eagerly waiting for her reply next day but I got nothing and my inner soul try to learn that, she didn’t had any interest on you any more.And the next day I understand that my inner soul tried me to learn.But the next day of it means after 3 days when I had forgot every thing regarding that all and I was hearing my favorite song and my notification sound suddenly sounded and it was a whatsapp message from her I eagerly opened the whatsapp in which she had thanked me and I typed,”And today you got time to reply me, hn?”
She replied me,” Sorry,I read the message today”

Where it all get started again and she always message me on 3’oClock while going to her classes through van. And it became my habit to turn on my data on and open Whatsapp and talk with her and some time on call too. And a day she asked me, “Do you still like me?”, my inner soul wants to type, “yes! Not only like but I love you still as first time I had did for you”, but my finger follow the order of my brain and type, “Can we leave this matter” Because I don’t want to neglect the question but I also don’t want to experience the same which I had experienced last time while we were broke up with other.And this time I don’t have enough courage to again lock me in a room and cry and make my tears came out from the eyes in under my favorite song, while have a feeling of emptiness because I learn after the broke up in the world not everyone going to understand my feeling as how I look to ugly and dumb physically as how I am sensitive from my inner soul and may be not every thing is less than for me from my love, I love her still but my inner soul taught me fully that in this world not everyone is going to feel the same as I had experienced in that locked room how I pretend to look happy and normal but my heart has never able to understand this all it just able to give me two things happiness and as well as pain in 2x more then my happiness and as why I am able to control my that igniting feeling that I have always because I don’t want that after effect or side effect more.

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